been ages since i came and visit this blog of mine..
agendas that had happened.. yet so little to talk about..
- broke up with my ex-gf
- always struggling just to get through my degree
- a group of friends are graduating and leaving for a new chapter in life but im staying instead - happy for them and yet melancholy for myself
- was turned down twice after confessing
events missed out.. but never felt like mentioning abt it..
- missed my god-sis wedding or rather was never told about it
- noticed a void of 2 years in my university life for doing completely nothing
- friends that i should have known a few years back were only talked to in the last few months
- missed my friends graduation day
- missed outing with my first ex's for 2 straight years or rather never had a chance
feelings held inside.. yet never conveyed due to the fear of hurting another or myself..
- fell in love with someone that i find it hard to give my trust to
- left out from those i thought i was important to
- as though im just a use-and-throw item - only remembered whn help is needed
- neglected by those i deem close to me
- if im not around anymore, will there be any changes or will life just move on like it always do
- fucking low self-esteem
things learned.. and always trying hard to apply in life..
- you have your life and they have theirs - mayb ur not as important to them as you think
- help for the sake of helping - dont mind even if they only call you in times of need
- forgive and forget - no matter how bad you feel, never let them feel it from you
- enjoy the little things even if its being alone - the simplest way to be happy
- words are only words - never fully trust anyone - and it meant ANYONE
- reduce the probability of trouble - means less headaches
